Insatiable

That is how I would describe me lately. you have created a monster. My sexual appetite has never been this manic. I'm not sure how healthy this is.

This is the thought that has been going through my mind for the past few days:

I want you bound. Bound by chains. I want your eyes covered, exotic music playing in your ears, your skin ultra sensitive. I want the smell of my sweet juices to assault your senses. I want my presence to invade your very soul. I want you drunk with fear and anticipation. I want your surrender. When I am finished with you, there will be no mistake of who you are. My bitch, my whore, my sex slave.

Are you wondering what I will do to you while you are lying there helpless and trembling with anticipation? I will touch you. I will have my hands on every inch of your body. I will taste you. I will bite you. I will make your cock beg to feel my hot breath, to feel my tongue licking up and down and around your heavy painful balls, to feel my lips close and suck. Yes, your cock will beg for ownership of my mouth, but just as it starts feeling good, I will assault your pathetic begging weasel of a cock with my teeth. Just enough to confuse you, to make you writhe from the painful pleasure.

I will rub my hot wet pussy on  your face. you will have no choice but to smell my scent, your mind will be screaming for a taste of me. I will laugh at you. I will tease you. I will steal away your pleasure. The pleasure will be mine. And only mine. While you are laying there in a state of confusion and desperation, I will be squatted over your face rubbing my clit, making you wish it were your tongue. I will describe every touch, every stroke, and I will moan. I will get off, you will not. you will just lie there, bound by chains, helpless. Just how I want you. Helpless with you begging, for just one touch, just one taste. your mind reeling.

I will take my hands and caress your hard cock. I will stroke you gently, watching you quiver. I will enjoy your moans, your groans, your plea for relief. I will laugh and deny you. you will be ready to bargain with the redheaded goddess with all of your soul.

When I am finished, you will realize that it is all about me. All.....about......me.

L

his side of the story

If you don't already read My sub/husbands blog, you need to go HERE and read his side of the story.

L

In Search Of........

I and t agree on one thing, if nothing else. We need to find other couples that share our lifestyle. Not just any couple will do, as I am very picky and to be honest, there are some psycho's out there that I have no desire to meet or play with. I think another couple, a good honest couple would be so beneficial. I'm just not sure how I go about accomplishing this. Thoughts? Ideas? 

There is a BDSM munch that meets in our area, but so far, everytime we have planned to go, something has come up. Maybe next time....

L

Goodbye Boxer Briefs.....

Hello panties! I took t shopping today, maybe now he will stay out of mine.

I'm thinking about a photo shoot of t in his new panties. If nothing else, the photos could serve as a bartering tool.

Oh the fun I'm going to have.

L

Ideas

So I have been lulling ideas around in my sexy deviant mind.

I've had thoughts about throwing all of t's underwear out and forcing him to wear panties from now on. I think it would serve as a wonderful reminder of what he really is. (That would be My little panties wearing slut). I've also thought about making him get another tattoo. Something similiar to THIS. It would serve as one of the many constant reminders of who he belongs to. Not that I am worried that he will ever forget.

I've been also thinking about an outing soon. Maybe a nice woodsy type scene. Maybe one involving ropes, a tree and a some raw, intense pain. Perhaps some wrist and ankle cuffs, a large rock (to bend him over) and my new BFF (which I still haven't named yet!). Oh how I would LOVE to lay him down in a bed of poison ivy!

The ideas are endless!

Today I made t lay in the bottom of the tub while I took a shower. I "accidentally" dropped the soap and my wash cloth a few times, offering t a full view of my asshole and wet soapy pussy. Poor t, he could look but he couldn't touch. I know that drove him crazy, and I loved every wet, soapy minute of it. I also peed on his pathetic caged up cock. I decided that he didn't deserve to drink my nectar. I should have made him beg for some. Maybe next time.

t has had his cage on since Wednesday and I have offered him little in the way of activity, but am planning something big for the three day weekend we have coming up. I'm thinking this will be the perfect weekend to finally make him totally surrender all to me, to push him beyond his limits, give him what he has been asking for (even though I don't believe he understands the ramifications). I'm thinking the woods will be a perfect place for this. No one to hear to his screams. No one to save him.  No neighbors, no passersby, just Me, him and the creatures that live there.

 Time for me to get plotting  planning.

L

A Day Of Blues

I'm not having a good day today. I feel off kilter, not to mention saddened.

Last night, I released t from his submissive role thinking the balance would be healthy. I don't know if it is. I woke up this morning feeling sort of confused, vulnerable. I don't like the vulnerable feeling. It's not so much that I can't order him around and make him do things because I can do that whether he is "collared" or not. It's feeling like I have to become a different person. Maybe that is why it's so hard for me to get into the role when we take time off. I don't think I like wearing two hats. I also put my shield down. When I am in my role, less things bother me. I can handle the weight of the world on my shoulders, but as soon as I became wife, the weight began to make me crumble. I'm not sure how to deal with this. 

L

More This and That

First this:
Yesterday I was home alone and needed to be serviced. t's mouth wasn't available as he was at work. I decided to take matters in my own hands (litereally) and busted out my old bff the cutey wand. I sent a picture of tcw to t on his cell, just so he would know what he was missing. As activities er...progressed, I started thinking about my new bff, my old one just wasn't doing the job. I got into my toy box and found him, yes, my new bff. I rubbed him against my wet pussy, slathering my juices all over him. I then took a picture of him and sent it to t. I decided to put him on. Let me tell you, that is the most awesome feeling....ever. I took a picture of me wearing him and sent it to t. (Make that boy suffer for not being home to service his Mistress!) It was so freaking hot! If your Mistress doesn't have one of these, I suggest you buy her one. It will definitely earn you some brownie points! (heh, literally)

Fast forward to last night:
We went to bed early because I had a very important meeting that required me to be well rested. t fell asleep, but I laid there wide awake with my mind working overtime. I kept imagining t sucking off my brand new cock. The more I pictured his lips wrapped around it, the wetter I got. Finally I couldn't stand it anymore and woke him up. I told him that I was hot, horny and wet and he needed to go down right now and service me with that tongue of his. Not surprisingly, I didn't get any argument and it didn't take me long AT ALL to cum. Afterward, we just laid there, he was stunned that I was so "worked up" and I was feeling pretty darn satisfied....for the moment anyways. I still felt wide awake and the longer I laid there, the more I thought, the wetter and hornier I got. t was still awake, I guess it might have to do with me squeezing his balls (which were stretched and half smashed from the cb6000s) or something like that. I put my hand between my thighs and I was so wet and so ready. I tried to masturbate just using my hands but it wasn't enough, I smeared my juice covered hand on t's face and he was quite eager to lick the sweet smelling goo from my fingers. That send me into overdrive, I told him to get his face down there, NOW, and make me cum. It was awesome. I came with such ferocity that I am sure the neighbors heard every moan, every squeal and every deep, hard breath. I think it was my best orgasm to date. Can't wait to see what tonight brings!

Now for that:
My new bff needs a name. I am very open to suggestions. Feel free to comment.

L