An Update....and stuff

I know it has been a while since I have posted and I have to apologize to my readers. Things have been very hectic in our lives so we haven't been able to be very active in the life style. It will probably be a few more weeks yet before I have anything juicy to talk about. I promise you, as soon as something fun happens, I will post about it right away.

In other news...I lost a friend and it breaks my heart. He didn't die or anything, but he is no longer able to communicate with me. It saddens me to lose such a good person. But I do understand why it has to be. David, I miss you. I wish you the very best. I will always be here for you if you need me.

That's pretty much all I have for you in this post. I hope you all have a safe and Happy Halloween.

L

It's Not What It Is...Or Is It?

I think some people are confused about me and what I am about. I get men that come on here looking for porn. Will you find porn on my blog? Yes. Yes you will find some porn, but it probably wont be in the "I'm a guy looking to get my rocks off" context. My blog isn't a porn site, not really. It's an informative blog. It's allowing you into my lifestyle. Showing you what makes me tick, what makes me hot and invites you to allow that kinky dark secret inside of you out. We all have that kinky side, that part of us that would shock even our best friends if they knew. In this blog, I try to show you that it's ok to feel that, it's ok to be kinky, well as long as you aren't making people around you uncomfortable....well... you kinda get my drift.

I play a lot of game apps and meet guys (and girls) on there that are wanting to show me their body parts. I have had many hard peckers in my inbox lately and even a few boobs. And that's ok. The great thing about that is that they are happy that someone accepts that about them. They love that I think it's ok for them to share with me their most prized possession, the asset they are most proud of. In the real world, we can't just whip out our boobs and say, "hey, I feel sexy/kinky/powerful/etc for showing you these." But in my world you can. It's all about that fantasy, you know.

Am I making any sense?

I have also had requests for other things, for instance, return pics. The "I showed you mine, now you have to show me yours". I have given some thought to that and decided this: you showed me yours because you wanted me to see it. Thank you for sharing, but I will have to decline reciprocating. I don't like to show my body off...sort of. I am very self conscious about myself. The only one I am comfortable with seeing my assets are t, and that is because he worships them, he worships me. I do not want people jerking off while looking at my body, not unless they have permission. I am not a porn star by any means and am not really interested in becoming one.

With the above being said.....I invite you to ask me questions. I invite you to tell me your dirty little secrets and I may just tell you a few, what makes you tic, what makes you suffer. Tell me anything. I love to share stories, to talk about t and our experiences. I would love to hear what you wish your wife would do to you as a Mistress or your husband as a Master. I do love a juicy love/lust story! Along with this invitation, I do have to give some clarification. Please keep in mind that I am not a porn star, a hooker or a party girl.

I look forward to sharing!

L

Insatiable

That is how I would describe me lately. you have created a monster. My sexual appetite has never been this manic. I'm not sure how healthy this is.

This is the thought that has been going through my mind for the past few days:

I want you bound. Bound by chains. I want your eyes covered, exotic music playing in your ears, your skin ultra sensitive. I want the smell of my sweet juices to assault your senses. I want my presence to invade your very soul. I want you drunk with fear and anticipation. I want your surrender. When I am finished with you, there will be no mistake of who you are. My bitch, my whore, my sex slave.

Are you wondering what I will do to you while you are lying there helpless and trembling with anticipation? I will touch you. I will have my hands on every inch of your body. I will taste you. I will bite you. I will make your cock beg to feel my hot breath, to feel my tongue licking up and down and around your heavy painful balls, to feel my lips close and suck. Yes, your cock will beg for ownership of my mouth, but just as it starts feeling good, I will assault your pathetic begging weasel of a cock with my teeth. Just enough to confuse you, to make you writhe from the painful pleasure.

I will rub my hot wet pussy on  your face. you will have no choice but to smell my scent, your mind will be screaming for a taste of me. I will laugh at you. I will tease you. I will steal away your pleasure. The pleasure will be mine. And only mine. While you are laying there in a state of confusion and desperation, I will be squatted over your face rubbing my clit, making you wish it were your tongue. I will describe every touch, every stroke, and I will moan. I will get off, you will not. you will just lie there, bound by chains, helpless. Just how I want you. Helpless with you begging, for just one touch, just one taste. your mind reeling.

I will take my hands and caress your hard cock. I will stroke you gently, watching you quiver. I will enjoy your moans, your groans, your plea for relief. I will laugh and deny you. you will be ready to bargain with the redheaded goddess with all of your soul.

When I am finished, you will realize that it is all about me. All.....about......me.

L

his side of the story

If you don't already read My sub/husbands blog, you need to go HERE and read his side of the story.

L

In Search Of........

I and t agree on one thing, if nothing else. We need to find other couples that share our lifestyle. Not just any couple will do, as I am very picky and to be honest, there are some psycho's out there that I have no desire to meet or play with. I think another couple, a good honest couple would be so beneficial. I'm just not sure how I go about accomplishing this. Thoughts? Ideas? 

There is a BDSM munch that meets in our area, but so far, everytime we have planned to go, something has come up. Maybe next time....

L

Goodbye Boxer Briefs.....

Hello panties! I took t shopping today, maybe now he will stay out of mine.

I'm thinking about a photo shoot of t in his new panties. If nothing else, the photos could serve as a bartering tool.

Oh the fun I'm going to have.

L

Ideas

So I have been lulling ideas around in my sexy deviant mind.

I've had thoughts about throwing all of t's underwear out and forcing him to wear panties from now on. I think it would serve as a wonderful reminder of what he really is. (That would be My little panties wearing slut). I've also thought about making him get another tattoo. Something similiar to THIS. It would serve as one of the many constant reminders of who he belongs to. Not that I am worried that he will ever forget.

I've been also thinking about an outing soon. Maybe a nice woodsy type scene. Maybe one involving ropes, a tree and a some raw, intense pain. Perhaps some wrist and ankle cuffs, a large rock (to bend him over) and my new BFF (which I still haven't named yet!). Oh how I would LOVE to lay him down in a bed of poison ivy!

The ideas are endless!

Today I made t lay in the bottom of the tub while I took a shower. I "accidentally" dropped the soap and my wash cloth a few times, offering t a full view of my asshole and wet soapy pussy. Poor t, he could look but he couldn't touch. I know that drove him crazy, and I loved every wet, soapy minute of it. I also peed on his pathetic caged up cock. I decided that he didn't deserve to drink my nectar. I should have made him beg for some. Maybe next time.

t has had his cage on since Wednesday and I have offered him little in the way of activity, but am planning something big for the three day weekend we have coming up. I'm thinking this will be the perfect weekend to finally make him totally surrender all to me, to push him beyond his limits, give him what he has been asking for (even though I don't believe he understands the ramifications). I'm thinking the woods will be a perfect place for this. No one to hear to his screams. No one to save him.  No neighbors, no passersby, just Me, him and the creatures that live there.

 Time for me to get plotting  planning.

L